I guess my life is going to consist of time in between PET scans. That's ok.. I'll take what I can get as long as that time is spent in "remission".....
I went for a PET scan yesterday and got the results back today. All clear. Whew. I was worried that something was acting up since I've had a rather large knot on the right side of my back for the past several weeks. It isn't cancer related and looks like now is a good time to find a massage therapist and let them "rub it out".
I met with a plastic surgeon today as well. I have a decision to make. Not now, but soon. The surgery will be 10 hours long. I will spend 2 days in ICU, in the hospital for 5 days. I will come home with 4 drains. I will be on pain meds and unable to drive for at least 2 weeks. Did I mention the surgery will be 10 hours? And that is with his TEAM of 4-6 other doctors. I'm very nervous about it and wonder if the end results will be worth it all. I mean, I want breasts. But do I want them BAD enough? Am I being vain? God has blessed me this far, I don't want to push it. I plan on doing lots of research on the surgery and really weighing the pros and cons. I want to talk to others that have had this type of surgery and see if they regret it.
That's all for now. I know I haven't updated in a while and I keep saying I'll do better. lol
Thanks for all the prayers. They are much appreciated!!
Leanna
